8.30.2006

bulletproof (not)

Tell me one more time again
Just like I didn't hear you
Like I don't know what's going through your mind, I do
I play the same game too
I know it's hard to stop
Even when you want to

Now the moon lights up your face
And I can see you're crying
You never liked me to see you cry, it's true
I've done some crying too
The hardest part about it
Is trying to hide it from you

It must be great to be so strong
Never needed anybody's help to carry on
But we're so scared of the silence and the tricks that we use
We're careful and we're cunning, but we're easily bruised
I don't want to lie about it
I'm not bulletproof

Well I finally found the way
To hide from all your glances
Til the waiting game we play is through
I can, but what's the use
When all I really want to do is hide out with you

It would be great to be so strong
You never needed anybody's help to get along
We're so scared of the silence and the language that we use
Yeah we're careful and we're cunning, but we're easily bruised
I don't want to kid about it
I'm not bulletproof

Tell me one more time again
I guess I didn't hear you
I don't know all the secrets that you keep inside
I tried the same thing too
But they all come pouring out of me when I'm talking to you

It must be great to be so strong
You never needed anybody else's help to carry on
But I'm not waking up each morning with forgiveness I can use
No I'm careless, and I'm cruel, but I'm still easily bruised

I'm so tired of lying about it
I'm not bulletproof
No, and I'm not going to lie about it
I'm not bulletproof

ok, so cool song. i heard it on the radio for the first time today, and yeah. i was kind of thinking how words are like bullets, and that we often just think that people are "bulletproof" or, not affected by the words that we say... but the truth is that the words others say DO influence, or hurt, or make you feel better, or make you think, etc. so yeah. i'm not bulletproof... unfortunately(?)... not.. we live our lives so intertwined with other people, it's impossible to be "bulletproof" and i wouldn't want to be so "tough" that what other people said didn't affect me in some way... so there you have it..
sweet dreams
evz*
ps. SCHOOL STARTS SOON! ah!

1 comment:

Joy said...

*big upside down backwards sideways hug* I think you're special and I really like the words from that song...Very true