everything, nothing

so many things.
all at once. none at all.
it makes no sense.
i understand perfectly...
this matrix of memories
weaving, twisting into a trail
shimmering sunrises
fading sunsets
i've seen it before
i'll never see it again
glowing embers
crackling flames
i'm in so deep
wading into the stream
click. a moment.
captured, gone
give it all you've got
show self-control
silent and empty
screaming guitars
sitting so close
it feels so far
what's wrong?
nothing. everything.
so many things
some are important
some are insignificant
all on my mind
it seems to me
that this is life..
black and white
bursting with colour
hidden so well
it's crystal clear
back and forth
flipping the coin
leave me alone
don't ever go
stranded inside
surrounded by everything

evz April 2005