12.29.2004

am i not beautiful enough for you?

am i not rich enough to make you happy?... that's part of the chorus to a song..and if anyone knows who it's by...that would make my day
yeah, so how is everyone doing? man, i'm feeling confused... boys do not make any sense to me, and i have no idea why i'm so friggen shy around them. is it wrong to like guys because they are good-looking? i've never felt so stranded before.... i guess it's because my spiritual life has been lacking... so please pray that i get back on track...

sunshine streams though the window
the room is filled with light
it seems so unfair to be blinded
i became a part of the night
slipping away into darkness
i never realized i'd gone astray
until it was pointed out to me
and i knew it was not okay

yeah okay, no more rhyming, it's late
goodnight

evz .:.

2 comments:

Joy said...

Big hug for Emily. Boys generally are confusing, (except if they are six years old and adorable). You can bet I'll be praying for you.
LYLAS
joyellen

Joy said...

just to make your day...
the song is called "Not Beautiful" and it's sung by Radial Angel. It's on their album Summer Fade.
Smile. JTYC!
joyellen