words can't say what i'm feeling...

thoughts and dreams rush through my mind
sometimes it seems like i'm left behind
i don't understand why things are so
hard to comprehend, so hard to know
all i want is truth, is that so hard?
someone please show me where to start
if things have always been this way
can they change, or must they stay?
questioning all that i once held dear
doubting, wondering, not wanting to fear
why oh why did i think i knew you
unfinished...
can't think clearly, or express myself, it's way too late, and i'm tired. goodnight
evz